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Wow, it's been over a years and a half. [09 Feb 2010|07:44am]
[ mood | lonely ]

I don't know what happened to me, but I just disappeared from my blog, and stopped posting anything of any meaning on here or myspace. Coincidentally, my sleepless nights have driven me back here. I vaguely remember a time when I could write, write, and write some more and still have more to say. I miss those days, I felt more in touch with myself and my life. I wish I could get back into them, but it seems every time I've tried, I fail. Partially I think I fail out of sheer fear of the thoughts in my mind being read by someone I don't want reading them; the fear of being judged, or it some how negatively affecting my life. Sounds stupid, I know, but I can't get over it. I wish I could because there is always so much going on in my mind, so many thoughts I wish I could write down to lift the weight off my shoulders. I know, I know, just make it private. There are people who I want to read my blogs, people I look forward to reading advice and opinions from, private postings prevent that.

Ugh, I haven't been able to sleep for weeks, I'm hoping writing will help relieve some stress so that maybe I can regain my sleeping schedule.

I feel so alone. I don't know why. I don't know what to do to change it. I have an amazing boyfriend, asleep in the next room, and I always feel alone. I'm never happy anymore. I might have a smile on, I might laugh at a joke, but on the inside I hate myself, and I hate where my life is right now. I think a lot of it is related to my weight, and the fact that I can't find a job no matter how hard I look. When I'm working, I'm happy, I feel accomplished, I feel like I'm not just sitting at home eating to suppress my depression. When I eat, I'm angry and mad at myself for eating, which in turn makes me depressed. When I'm depressed I eat to make myself feel better. It's a vicious cycle. I don't share it with anyone around me...but it's constantly on my mind. My body is constantly on my mind....how much I hate it, how I feel like a skinny person on the inside, and I'm trapped in a disgusting body. How people look at me, how it affects me getting a job in this horrible economy, how my boyfriend feels. I know he loves me, but i find myself constantly doubting it, constantly thinking he's with me only because it's convenient, thinking I disgust him...when really it's just my own disgust with myself thinking how could anyone not find me disgusting? I don't know what to do, it constantly consumes my thoughts. How if I could make my outsides match my insides, everything would be better, and life would be good. I want to get surgery, but that takes money, which I have none of because I can't find work. I NEVER have energy, no matter what vitamins I take, no matter how much, or little sleep I get, no matter what, I have no energy at all. I feel like I can't find a solution, I can't find answers to my problems. I wish I could talk to the people around me about these thoughts in my head, but they wouldn't understand. They don't understand the constantly obsessive thoughts in my head. They wouldn't understand the feelings I have. I wish I could magically have energy, and magically go and exercise and lose weight, and have everything be all better...but it's not. I know I should see a professional, I know it'd be beneficial, but without insurance or income, it's not an option. Plus, part of me feels like I don't need to go, like I'm going to wake up one morning and everything will be better. I feel lost.

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Major Life Changes... [26 Jul 2008|02:20pm]
So, as everyone already knows I moved back to Montana right after Christmas, and I had gotten accepted to Carroll College...blah blah blah. Anyways, I didn't do so hott at Carroll, in fact that's an understatement, I bombed at Carroll. So, back in like May, Shelly and I ended our lease at the apartment because she was moving and I hated living with Tahnee and didn't feel like sticking it out...so we ended the lease and I moved back in with my dad. In all honesty it's what I wanted to do because I felt it's what I needed. Living with Tahnee was horrible because when we weren't screaming and fighting with one another, we were out late drinking and partying, and a college student can't possibly manage to stay in school with a lifestyle like that. My plan originally was to move back in with my dad and live there while I was in school to not only save money but keep myself on track....lol...wrong. School was already out for summer by the time I moved back in, but I was more so looking forward to fall semester. Anyways, I was living with my dad and like two weeks after being there he tells me I have to find another place to live because he is moving in with his cunt gf who has tried since 8th grade to get me out of his life. So I was in a tight spot because I had no where to live, I couldn't afford to live alone, and everyone I knew lived with bf's, and I refused to get another place with Tahnee. So, I took a huge risk, left my job, gave up on Carroll, and moved to Washington....I know it's crazy but I feel that if you want to have great things in life then you have to take huge risks. So, Ray, a guy I had known since I was 16 asked me to move in with him, and seeing as how I was in a jam I thought it over and figured...hey why not? Maybe it will have a lot of opportunities for me. Then he asked me to be his gf and I said yes...

Now to what is current lol...Ray and I broke up right after I got here pretty much, but that's okay because before I even got here we had a back up plan for if we didn't work out. So, LIFE IS GOING GREAT IN WASHINGTON!! That's the main news....I have an awesome job, makin' 10 bucks an hour, I just moved into an awesome apartment, I've met some really cool people, and I'm just having fun. I haven't given up on psychology, but at the current time I can't afford college anymore, not without parental help, and therefore work is coming first at the moment, but....on another good note, I am attending the community college this fall. I've decided to get my Dental Assistant Degree, that way I can make enough money to support myself through college. It's really the smartest idea because I really don't want to be too much in debt from loans. I know it means it's going to take me longer to finish school, but I really don't care much...just going is good enough for me...I have my goals set, and I'll reach them, even if there's bills and other obstacles in my way.

I'm takin' it easy this semester because I work 4:00 a.m.-12:30 p.m....and I have bio 1:30 pm-5:00pm...plus I'm taking stress management online along with yoga. I think I'm going to enjoy this semester. I'm mainly doing such an easy semester because the few classes I need are all in the morning and I work, so that doesn't work for me....plus the bio class is an intensive bio class, and it's the hardest teacher....so it should be interesting and I figured I'm probably going to need to consentrate a lot and having other classes would make it a bit harder. Anyways, I'm gonna head out, I need a nap....peace out!

ps- I purposely left the name of the city I'm living in because my psycho ex just got out of jail and I don't want her to know where I'm at....thanks....

love you!!!
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Titleless [26 Apr 2008|11:30pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

I royally screwed myself this semester. Hopefully i can get back on track next semester. I pretend not to care but i am actually really disappointed in myself and angry with myself. I know i should be seeing someone about my internal problems that i'm trying to deal with. My whole family is trying to make me go but i just can't seem to bring myself into going. I keep telling myself that my issues will just resolve themselves and i don't need medication or anything. I don't know what i need or what i want right now in my life. Everything is just kind of there and i feel i'm no where. I don't feel like me at all. I feel like someone else and it really sucks. I have a lot going through my head but i'm having trouble keeping my eyes open and the last thing i want is to accidentally hit the end key on my phone and cancel this post. That would suck ass. So, goodnight.

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Are you joking? [09 Apr 2008|09:06pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

So saturday i had to say goodbye to my dog. He left for texas and come to find out my mom left him at the airport until monday! I'm furious with her for lying to me. I've never been more angry with her. Then on sunday morning my dad called me asking about my dog and then said he had some bad news. I asked him what thinking maybe it was a bill or something. He tells me my uncle tim died earlier that morning. He died of spinal meningitis. It still doesn't feel real. He was my favorite uncle on my dad's side and it's just hard to come to terms with. He was so healthy. Then this thing comes and kills him in 24 hours.

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religion.... [20 Mar 2008|06:33pm]
One more thought that has been going through my head lately....religion. I hate organized religion. It's nothing but a hypocrisy. Well, on top of being a hypocrisy, it's also an occult. Why would you want to sit there and listen to someone who is telling you how to live your life based on how he interprets that particular version of the bible? If the bible is the word of God...then why are there so many different versions? He didn't write it himself, how do you know his buddies weren't making up what they wanted to? Religion doesn't teach you to think for yourself, it doesn't bring you closer to God; it teaches you to conform and believe what you hear. Someone preaching for an hour isn't going to bring you personally closer to God. Only you could do that, if indeed there even is a God.

With that being said....I'm not against spirituality...whether your higher power is God, Alla, Buddah(sp), or whoever/whatever else....I just think people should stop being such hypocrites. If you want to praise God, then do it in your everyday life, read the bible for yourself and make an educated decision about it; don't show up to church every Sunday, pretending to love God, sit there and listen to some drone go on for an hour, and then leave and continue living your life of sin. If you're going to say you're religious, then you better live a religious life, as in everything you do should be done with your higher power in mind.
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summer, fall....cheese [20 Mar 2008|06:07pm]
So, I dropped my summer classes, I need a break from school, and therefore I’m going to take summer off this year and just relax.

I got my schedule planned for next semester....

Monday, Wednesday, and Friday are as followed:

9:00-9:50 Ethics

10:00-10:50 Statistics

11:00-11:50 Physics

Tuesday’s and Thursday’s are as followed:

11:00-12:15 Social Psychology

Thursday’s only:

9:00-10:50 Physics Lab

It’s going to be a long semester....I love Physics and I’m pretty good at math....although I’m sure the psych class and ethics class will have lots of writing.

On another subject.....I'm convinced that a piece of cheese can fix anything....along with a bit of ranch sometimes....
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Who Cares Anymore? [10 Feb 2008|04:09pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

I don't. I find myself caring less and less everyday. I feel like I'm starting to fall into a depression and I don't want that. I'm doing everything I can to prevent it, but when it comes down to it, I really need my friends, and they're no where around. I'm so confused about my life right now. Should I stay here, should I go back to Texas after this semester, should I completely up root my life and move somewhere I've never been before, where I know no one? If I stay here, and get even more depressed, and screw up school, I'll hate myself. If I go to Texas, and have to deal with my mom's shit, what happens if I screw school up down there? Or, if I go somewhere I've never been before, far away from those that I know and love, what will become of me? Will I sink or swim? Will I meet tons of new, interesting, fun people, or will I become a scared hermit crab? The only thing in my life I'm 100% sure about is that I want to study psychology. Other than that, my life is a mess. I don't want to be depressed, I don't want to screw my life up because I'm depressed. I just don't know anymore....

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New Apartment, Old Friends... [09 Feb 2008|11:36am]
So, I am finally all moved into my new apartment. My roommate is a girl named Shelly, she's nice, although she's never home, so I get lonely. We're in the proccess of getting a third roommate in, just got to find someone responsible. So, my apartment is bare, though I just invested in a flat screen tv, and cable will be hooked up on Tuesday. Some of my family is giving me furniture, which is awesome, should be in here today.

I've come to the realization that my friends aren't as great of friends as they used to be. They begged me since the day I left Mt to come back, and now that I'm back, they've all got their heads so far up their boyfriends asses that it's like they're not here. I expected it from Cacie, cuz she's always been like that and I still love her...but not from Summer. She's been blowing me off like crazy, twice in the last week she was supposed to come over, and then never showed up or called. On top of that, she was supposed to help me move in, and Cacie bailed on me, then Summer bailed on me which pissed me off even more.....and I just pretended like it didn't matter....then she got pissed off at me because I didn't want to go help her clean her house after elliott puked everywhere...I'm sorry, but why would I help you clean, when you bailed on helping me move and left me to do it all on my own? Yeah, fuck that. I'm so sick of everything. I've decided, I'm not calling her, I'm not texting her, and I probably wont answer her calls or texts for a few days....she'll notice I'm not paying attention to her and she'll probably freak out, and that's her problem. I'm sick of being a door mat. As far as I'm concerned, I'm just going to concentrate on school, and if I happen to have time for friends that never seem to have time for me, well I'll consider hanging out.
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As I looked at your mugshot... [03 Feb 2008|12:32am]
At first when I found out you were in jail, I laughed about it for a good hour. Then as I was staring at your mug shot my feelings went from laughing at the fact that you can see you've been crying, to anger because I was remember all that you've done to me, to almost sorrow at what we had in the begining...then I closed it because that is the last thing I want to feel about you. I want to spend the rest of my life hating you....and I don't want to remember anything that was good about you. The bad out weighed the good by far, and I will never forgive you.
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Waiting on the world to change? [12 Jan 2008|02:09am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Me and all my friends
We're all misunderstood
They say we stand for nothing and
There's no way we ever could
Now we see everything that's going wrong
With the world and those who lead it
We just feel like we don't have the means
To rise above and beat it

So we keep waiting
(waiting)
Waiting on the world to change
We keep on waiting
(waiting)
Waiting on the world to change

It's hard to beat the system
When we're standing at a distance
So we keep waiting
(waiting)
Waiting on the world to change
Now if we had the power
To bring our neighbors home from war
They would have never missed a Christmas
No more ribbons on their door
And when you trust your television

What you get is what you got
Cause when they own the information, oh
They can bend it all they want
[ Waiting On The World To Change lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]

That's why we're waiting
(waiting)
Waiting on the world to change
We keep on waiting
(waiting)
Waiting on the world to change

It's not that we don't care,
We just know that the fight ain't fair
So we keep on waiting
(waiting)
Waiting on the world to change

And we're still waiting
(waiting)
Waiting on the world to change
We keep on waiting
(waiting)
Waiting on the world to change
One day our generation
Is gonna rule the population
So we keep on waiting
(waiting)
Waiting on the world to change

Now we keep on waiting
(waiting)
Waiting on the world to change

Waiting on the world to change(x4)

I love this song, but I feel like we shouldn't be waiting on the world to change. I think we should be changing it. If you always sit there waiting for things to happen, what really ever gets done? If we can really see what's going wrong with the world, then why not do something....I just wish people did more sometimes. How hard is it to throw something away? Or better yet, recycle it. Has our society really become nothing but some huge industry with a few people here and there that believe in preserving the wilderness and the life that lives there? Global warming is real people!! I moved back to Montana this winter, and I remember when there was so much snow that it was almost a pain in the ass, but summer's were never dry....I remember when it was so cold that you could walk outside bundled in the thickest winter coat and you'd still freeze your butt off....now, I can wear just a hoodie and be completely fine....There's no snow....which means, a continuation of very dry summers, and tons of forrest fires! Global warming a problem of the future? I think not....it is here, it is rearing its big ugly face right now....and no one is doing a damn thing. Old people don't give a shit because they're going to die and it doesn't affect them....but what about my generation, and my children's generation, and my grandchildren? The government doesn't care too much, they're all too busy robbing the people of money, and debating on who has the better golf records....not to mention talking about abortion, war, and gay marriage...which are good issues too, I just feel our planet, our way of life as we know it, our environment, our being is more important. When are we going to wake up to the war between us and ourselves? We inevitably are killing off our own spieces...our greediness, our selfishness, our desire to industrialize everything...we are our own worst enemies....and we don't even know it. I guess I just am trying to say that we shouldn't be waiting for the world to change...we should be the ones changing it....

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I love people who know nothing. [08 Dec 2007|04:48pm]

So, I tried for 4 days to get ahold of my admissions counselor at Carroll. Finally, I got sick of waiting, and just kept bugging them until they put me through. I had several important questions at hand, that need to be answered pronto. 

1. Summer registrations already available and I need to get into the Elementary Stats class, and there's only one class available.

2. When are the email addresses going to be issued?

3. When and where is orientation? Is it mandatory?

4. I need to fax in my insurance card so that they don't charge me insurance, and I need them to fax me the form so I can do it. 


Okay, so, he gave me no answers. Told me when orientation was, but that was it. Said they'd fax me the insurance form...never did. Told me he'd try to get me into the summer class, but didn't know if he'd be able to. WTF? Ugh, I hate dealing with people in charge who should have all the answers and yet, seem to have none. I spent four days getting ahold of someone who gave me no answers. GREAT.

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hmmm, another semester has come and gone. [03 Dec 2007|06:07pm]

Wow, I'm very indifferent about the semester ending. I feel like there should still be a few more weeks, and finals are next week. Yet, at the same time I'm glad it's over. Then again, I'm sad it's over because I've met some really amazing people that are totally awesome, and I wont see them again after this semester is over. So many things are going through my head right now. I'm freaking out about my move because I don't know for sure who I'm living with, or even where I'm living for that matter. I was suppose to be living with Summer, but I think she's been talking to Lauren...and that is just going to piss me off because it will be like the 4th time she's talked to that psycho behind my back, and I feel like a best friend shouldn't be doing that to me. She shouldn't be talking to the one person who completely fucked my life up. Maybe I shouldn't be calling her a best friend anymore? Tahnee wants to live with me, and I love the girl to death, but we are two totally different people. She has no ambition, she acts like she's still in high school, she has an unstable job history. I don't know if I could rely on her to pay her half of the bills. Besides that, her high school mentality drives me absolutely nuts, and we fight about it all the time. For instance, she faked a pregnancy with her ex because she wants to destroy his life, and we fought numerous times about several other things she was doing. It really took a toll on our friendship. I don't know what to do. I can't afford to not have a roommate, and I don't know who I want to live with. *sigh* 

I don't know what to do. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to do. I just want to scream in the woods, where no one will hear me, but it would make me feel better.

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If you can't be a responsible parent, then you should have fucking kids!!!! [16 Nov 2007|12:51pm]
[ mood | irate ]

I am so sick and tired of your bullshit! Your daughter never gets to see you. Her only time to see you is in the mornings when you're suppose to be getting her up and ready for school...and since you started dating your boss, you're never home on time in the mornings, and now you've stopped even coming home in the morning! WTF?! You say you'll be home, and then call me at 7:40 or later in the morning telling me to get her up and take her to school, and she has to be to school at 7:45!! You're so fucking irresponsible! You're never here mom!! I can't be a mom to Kendall! I already watch her every night. I get her fed, I help with homework, I get her bathed, and in bed...and now I have to get up early in the morning and get her ready for school too? On top of that, since you don't call me in time, she's always late, and I have to sign her in like I'm her mom. Your actions are affecting everyone! What the fuck are you going to do when I leave? I don't even care about the stress you're causing me. I don't even care that I'm having to step up to the plate in your absence. I care about that little girl that needs a mom, and I care about how she feels never having her mom. She's already having a hard time with me moving, and you're making it even harder because not only is she going to have a hard time with me gone, she's now freaking out about how things are going to get done with a mom who is never here. You're so selfish and all you care about is yourself and your happiness. There's not even food in this house, except what I went and bought. I don't care if you're not the mom I want you to be anymore, I've accepted that you're never going to be a good mom to me....but I will not sit here and watch you not be one to Kendall. She needs someone to stand up for her, and I will do fight for her with everything I have. She needs and deserves a good mom....one that's actually around.

I'm sitting here crying and screaming at you, and you're so thick headed that you don't even give a shit! You say that you're a good mom, and that you are responsible...but you're not. Then you tell me to just get out of the house if I'm going to think that way...WTF?!?!?

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PS-- [13 Nov 2007|10:49pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

For some reason I don't feel happy. I feel, I don't even know how I feel...I just know I want it to end. I feel like I can't consentrate at school, I can't sleep at night, and when I finally pass out it's 3-4 in the morning, and then I can't get out of bed in the morning. I feel completely out of touch with myself. I'm trying to re-gain who I used to be before I lost myself to Lauren. I'm trying to get back to where I was. I'm trying to find the old me, the real me...and it just seems hard to pull her out. Maybe it's because my friends are all gone, they've all moved, or are in Montana...and my friends always know how to bring me out of my shell. I miss them. I miss me. Ugh.

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here's some funny stuff... [13 Nov 2007|10:20pm]
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hmm, it's been a while. [13 Nov 2007|10:15pm]
I finally figured out how to post a different display pic..lol..

Anyways, umm, wow, school is super busy. I got accepted to Carroll College in Montana, and I'm moving in December.

I'm being stalked by my ex still....which is getting really irritating.

I got a new car.

Oh, and I don't think any of you have seen my new puppy, that I've had since July. So, I'm going to attempt to post a picture in here. :D

I don't really know what to say, lots of things happen, but none worthy of writing about...at least not after they're already said and done. I guess I got a new tattoo, so that could be some news.

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My Sexuality In Literature Class.... [23 Aug 2007|09:38pm]
[ mood | curious ]

So, this semester I'm taking a co-taught class which is worth 6 credit hours. It's a combination of Human Sexuality and Sexuality in Literature. Here are the titles of the books we're reading this semester in the Literature part. By flipping through them all and reading random pages....I think they all sound like pretty interesting books.

1. "Fanny Hill Or, Memoirs Of A Woman Of Pleasure," by John Cleland.

2. "Giovanni's Room," by James Baldwin.

3. "Portnoy's Complaint," by Phillip Roth.

4. "Loose Woman," by Sandra Cisneros.

5. "The Color Purple," by Alice Walker.

6. "Too Darn Hot," by several authors.

7. "Like Water for Chocolate," by Laura Esquirel.

So, I'm opening the conversation, I'd love to hear the oppinions of anyone who has read any of the books. What was your oppinion of the book? What book did you read? All that stuff.

On another note, school starts Monday, and I'm kinda nervous, but excited all at the same time.

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fav. new song, school, and all that jazz [11 Aug 2007|09:35pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

So, it's not a new song, but recently I can't stop listening to it. It's so damn catchy. It's got this part in it that I love to sing....it goes:

"The rythm of a con-ver-sa-tion,

the per-fec-tion of her cre-a-tion,

the sex she slipped into my coffee,

the way she felt when she first saw me,

hate to love her, love to hate her,

like a broken record player,

back and forth and here we go and on and on and on"

it means nothing in particular to anyone I know, I just really love that part of the song. I love the way it is sang, it's very....hmmm...reminds me of jazz in the way that it has that very jazzy feeling to it. It makes me happy. LMAO.

Anyways, so...thanks to lauren, my phone is now off...and I am not having it turned back on...so for those of you whom I can't bare to not talk to, you'll have to wait a few days or call my house phone, if you're important enough to have it(drop a line if you lost it and I'll give it to you again). I'm hoping my mom has my old sprint phone turned back on soon...and as for t-mobile...i'm just going to have to pay them off as I can and they're just going to kiss my ass and like it. hahaha.

I feel like i'm bogged down with school, finals....omg, I have a journal I have to do, which is like...20-25 pages of writing give or take....2 chapters to read...2 papers to write....and a presentation....so much to do so little time. I really should be doing it all right now, but I just can't consentrate. I really wish that Autumn was here because I know if I could just get out of the house and go have some fun for a bit, it would be a lot easier to consentrate on boring ass history.

I don't know if everyone knows yet or not, because I haven't announced it yet, but I've put my application in for Carroll College, anyone wanting to read up on it the web page can be found at www.carroll.edu I was planning on transferring for the 08-09 year, but in the light of everything that has happened with my car being stolen and everything else going on, my mom thinks getting out of dodge is the best thing for me right now. I personally can't say I disagree but at the same time I just am not sure I am ready to bump the move up 6-7 months. I hope I get in....but if not, I'll certainly just stay here another semester and reapply.

Anyways, Jake is doing really well. He's proven very hard to potty train. Loves to chew on my underwear, carpet, my mom's shoes (which is funny), and any thing else he can find. He sure has a cute, spunky little personality.

Well my friends, I must be going now. Love to all who deserve. Added love to Kerrie, Cacie, Autumn, Tahnee and Summer.

~ME~

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BBBS [14 Jul 2007|07:26pm]
[ mood | excited ]

OMG! So I just wrote a really long entry and then it got deleted....ugh...so now I'm just going to shortly put in what I had.

My summer classes have started, and I have one more year here in Texas and then I'm going to MT.

I just got back from MT and it was absolutely wonderful! I loved getting to see my dad, friends, and family. I've finally realized my greatest fear. Most people fear being unsuccessful, bugs, being alone, etc. Mine is my dad dying.

My aunt Neen offered my an awesome job when I move back to MT. She work at a detention center for girls. Most of the girls are depressed and what not, and she said they're always looking for people to hire on. My aunt told me I'd get to lead group discussions and one on one counseling with the girls. I'm so excited because that is totally the kind of job I've been looking for. I want to work with teens and being a psychology major it will be good for my education too. I'm really looking forward to it.

Lately, I've been thinking about becomming a BBBS (Big Brothers Big Sisters). I really think I'd enjoy the experience. I want to give a child something wonderful like that. I already have a great relationship with my sister and I'd love to touch another young kid who needs it. I'm afraid to join here in SA because I'm moving in a year and I don't want to have to leave a kid in a year. I might wait until I move to MT.

Hope everyone is having a wonderful life!

Love,
♥ Shandyce

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Hey Everyone. [09 May 2007|01:29pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

I'm still alive! I'm almost done with this semester of college. Last day is tomorrow. It's been a busy semester and next semester is going to be even worse. I'm taking a few courses this summer, and I'm a work study in the financial aid department. I'm also going back home to MT for a week to see a cousin get married in July. This summer I'm taking History of US 1 and Intro to Sociology. Then next fall I'm taking General Biology 1, History of US 2, Intro to speech, Human Sexuality and Sexuality in Literature. So...16 credit hours. It's going to be super busy. Anyways, I gotta go, ttyl.

love,
Shandyce

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